Random clutter

Portlandia. Adventure. Never say goodbye, say farewell. Be kind. Be humble. Be honest. Smile. Don't give a fuck. Cuss. Hurt or be hurt. Live and let live. Be alive. Give thanks.

Don't fall into trends, set them. Original. Make foot steps, don't follow. Lead.

My mind is a big clutter. But I'm at that content stage again. Thanks. I miss you. 

Grow

Growth really is an amazing thing. I was once told that it's better to just not say anything rather to say something that is bad. I was actually repeatedly told that when I was growing up, I guess it never really stuck in. But, I was having a conversation with a friend of mine telling each other how we've grown and changed for the better. They aren't drastic change, but it really is noticeable. 

We've exchanged nostalgic memories that made us laugh, but also moments when we would just sit blankly after a serious moment. He told me that I've changed a lot, but then I don't think I have because I was completely just learning better things. If that makes any sense. I learned that attention isn't really going to get you anywhere, specially if you crave for it. I'm trying to keep things simple and live that quiet life. Also before saying something really mean and rude think about it and just let it be, meaning to just not say it. It's funny how parents and adults always say things like these, and you don't really get it when you're experiencing things on your own. Everything just clicks in.

As if there was a big puzzle, and every piece is slowly fitting in. I've learned a lot of things through out my 23 years of life, and I'm still yearning for more. I want to keep striving to become the person I want to be. A bit cliche eh? But, setting a goal just keeps the tracks in line. 

So for now, let me just tell you about daily thoughts and stories that would entertain you. 

Stay tuned. 

Acceptance

The search for self acceptance is a hard journey to accomplish. You get to experience a good amount of ups and downs, twist and turns, and at times you just feel like you don’t really know where you’re going. You loose track of what you want, what you are, and where you want to go. People would come and go, and as you get older you learn to realize that it’s ok. It’s ok that they aren’t there anymore, it builds you to be stronger, it builds you to have the strength to carry on.

A good hint is, don’t ever look down. Metaphorically speaking, you loose the sight to see on what’s happening around you, what’s happening infront of you. You will loose the ambition, passion, and drive. With out these essential tools, you would never aim higher, you wouldn’t want to keep going. So, always look forward no matter how dim it is, because eventually you’ll get to somewhere clearer.

You need to be happy. In order for you to start accepting yourself is that you need to be happy. Fuck whatever they think of you. Be happy with what you do and be confident about it. Nothing is more attractive than being happy and confident with yourself.  Try it, trust me people will find you attractive.

Once you’ve found your niche, you’re on the road of the good path of self acceptance. Learn to love yourself. Learn to make mistake and learn how to overcome it.

Because I know how hard it is to have self acceptance, and I too have yet to search for my good path. I know how it hurts loosing sight of something you want. I know how it is to loose important people in your life. I’ve wanted to accept myself a long time ago, but the journey has yet to start. No matter how hard it is, I pull out my head out of my fucking ass and fucking move on. I learn how to become happy and how to have confidence. Also, I’m surrounded with great people.