Expectations

I hate having expectations, I set my self up knowing that everything would go down and not happen. Yet, I still plan things or hope things would pull through and be excited. Things doesn't happen the way we planned it. But fuck, I can't stand the fuck that when you plan something and it doesn't happen, it is just total shit hole. I'm typing generously in order for me to not rage on my keyboard.

I hate feeling so fucking shitty, waiting for a fucking respond hoping that everything would still pull through, here I am having expectations. Maybe that's why I'm so bitter when it comes to planning, because there's always that chance it won't happen. Maybe that's why, I hate planning. But then again, even if someone plans something happens, so it's just some elaborate scam that people do to either get your hopes up, or you get your hopes up for nothing.

I hate myself, for having such expectations. But there's a start for me to not have them anymore. To not get my hopes up, or rely on something that will not happen. Fuck expectations...

Adults that are blatantly stupid

What I hate the most, is when adults think they know everything. They yap their mouth and go on saying stupid things with out proving that they are right. Mostly they go on from what they've heard or what they've seen on T.V. So stupid. I also hate when they pull the crap saying "I'm older than you so I'm smarter." Haha, idiot you need to shut the fuck up.

At times, I'm in the position of an adult. And I'm guilty that I'm a hypocrite for talking about this. But I know when to stop when I know I'm wrong. Yes, I do know when to give up. I just hate it when I see someone that is young and someone who's older than them jabbering about some bullshit reason they don't even know or can support.

Does it really give them the superiority of telling someone younger than them off? Shouldn't we look up, admire, and idolize people that are older than us? Not having our own opinions being cut off, and be treated like shit? I'm tired of close minded adults, who are just plain stupid. I might be younger than you, but I'm sure smarter than your grown ass.