Stress

I've never felt so stressed in my whole life. I sit and think about everything that is going on at the moment. It's quite dangerous when I do because it boost up the stress even more. A simple mock interview is defeating me mentally. Being asked on things I don't know how to do. Karma's back firing on me so much, for all the labs I've ditches, for all the times I just didn't pay attention in class, they are all haunted me back.

In the corner of my mind, I'm trying to find an escape. It's so simple yet so intimidating. My mind is all over the place like a cluttered mess. Either I need to hone or sharpen my electronic skills or drop the whole class. Which is something I don't want to do or not even think about doing. I can sit in front of a computer troubleshooting a problem for hours than to sit in front of a panel interview. I know I should get used to it, but my fear is eating me up.

I don't know, all my problem should just vanish whenever I need to. All the fears and everything that can possibly go wrong. My body is so numb that a stoge can't even help. I will bid my farewell, wish my luck!