Pains

Pains, heartaches, heartbreaks, physical pains, emotional pains, I have felt them all. Well for someone my age, I've gone through most pains.

It isn't the most pleasant thing you will ever feel. Specially the emotional mixed with physical ones. It is like those movies when the leading lady or man has like a serious disease and they try to hide it in. They eventually let it out and this burden or weight just wraps around their partner. So they feel stupid for saying it, because it changes everything. It changes their whole relationship towards each other. The thought of someone having a serious disease is too much for them to handle. The thought of that special someone can just die in any given day. Its a totally different plot, but something like A Walk to Remember.

I know someone who's going through the same thing. When he doesn't want to cause anymore pain to her. Even though he's tackling his own pains. He advices for her to go see other guys and look for the enjoyment she needs, because he knows he can't provide them at the moment. Even though all of that, he is still holding tight. Holding to what he feels for her, even though he knows that his days are numbered. She just sits there silently....