Perfection

Honestly i'm a guy that wants a lot of things, but i know that i can't have them. I may want an ideal girl that would text me every morning and tell her how much she loves me. Or how she would hold my every single time she gets a chance to. How she can just sing to me to make me fall asleep. In reality its perfection I'm looking for. I know that no one can be perfect and i know that I'm not perfect as well. These wants and craves that would get me thinking is really stupid. It's selfish. I wouldn't want my whole relationship to be perfect, because that wouldn't teach me anything.

I want to have a relationship that can be healthy. Where we can trust each other, without doubts. Fights that can benefit each other and not to hurt. Improvements to have greater knowledge of each others likes or dislikes. To spend time when both are free. I may want a lot of things i know i can't have, but i know what's reality and a dream. So much for a dream, but i rather want to stay in reality.