Inspiration

I want to have an inspiration where i couldn't take it all in my head and just explode it with the things i can do. I want to fill a black book with the way i feel about someone. Make every page worth looking at. Captivate and get them interested to flip through each page and feel what i felt for that inspiration. I want to sit in coffee shops and draw on those napkins and leave it there for the next person to see. I would want my inspiration to be my future girlfriend.

So I could write her full songs and record them on a cd. so that when she misses me she can just play it and know everything will be alright. But, of course i would know what would be wrong since i have the "iknowwhat'swrongsenses" so i will be outside of her window with balloons and chocolates and flowers. We can just not sleep and lay on the grass to talk and look at the stars. And in the middle of the night i'd probably weird and ask her to slow dance with me under the moon lit sky.

I want to learn new moves so that i can impress her. Even though she would tell me i don't have to do anything to impress her and alla that. Since she will be my inspiration it would just drive me more to be better. Quite the inspiration right? I'd want that.